To those of you who I will invite here, I know I've done this to you before. Created a new blog, invited you, then never written in it again. Sorry about that. I always invite the wrong people. And then I feel censored. I cannot feel censored. I am going to meet people for my new blog through blogging communities and only invite the very few individuals who I feel won't judge me, ever. And I'm not going to do any of that until I've posted here at least five times. That way I will let myself see how much I enjoy writing when it is again a freedom instead of having to worry about backlash of any kind.
To those of you who will become my new readers, and my old friends alike...welcome.
Random things about me...
- I am a mom. I have children in my household age-ranging from 5-21. They are not all mine, though I love them all as they are. They teach me new things all the time.
- I am a wife. I love my husband. Never doubt that, no matter what my topic may be. We have a very unique and special relationship that is irreplacable and I learn so much about myself through him. He allows me to be me and accepts me as such.
- I am in my early thirties, though I still feel like a teenager at times, emotionally and oftentimes, physically older. My husband is ten years older than me, we are well matched.
- Smoking and drinking coffee are about the only things I do with any amount of consistency. Sometimes I get addicted to writing and it is at those times that this blog will come in very handy.
Those are just some basics.
Here is what you may find in my future blogs.
I am tired of feeling like I can't say what I want to say, even when they are things that I probably shouldn't say. I am a grown woman and sometimes the things I want to talk about aren't all sunshine and roses. Sometimes, my kids are the last thing I want to write about. Sometimes I want to write about broken hearts and bad decisions and how annoying people are! Oftentimes, I want to write about sex. I love sex and I like to write fantasies. Some people don't know how to handle that, I will make sure I click the 18 and over checkbox. :) Please don't tell me I am inappropriate if I write something cute that my kids did in one post, and then later that night post a steamy sex scene. It's not inappropriate, it's life.
Also part of life is the fact that I have no clue what's going on. Sometimes, I will write about something, and understand it so much more when I'm through, even if nobody else has a clue what I'm talking about.
Writing helps. Writing is fun.
If anyone who reads this can get something out of it, that will make me happy. If not...at least I'm writing.
Thanks for reading. :)
